INTERNE~T, YOU ARE BO~RING ME~...This is obviously a plan to thwart me in wasting a perfectly good work day.
*~curses~*
It is about this time in the Virtual Reality lifecycle that I have the overwhelming desire to start a new blog.
And have a name for it.
(You *do* realize it is nigh on impossible to not do things once you have the right name.)
THIS MAY BE MORE SERIOUS THAN YOU REALIZE
And this restlessness is manifesting as a Hydra: I also think of changing my own name, (on Facebook, at least). Of marrying money and moving to Bora Bora.
{Not really the marrying part. Though I'm always open to negotiation.)
I probably should be keeping a record of this Rolling Stone Syndrome (I mean in real life, too). It may be interesting to see how long my internal clock thinks my world should change.
My average on duration-of-residence is going up the longer I stay in OK, but it's still much less than two years.
15:23. Yup. That may be a few higher on the moves side than is accurate, but *only* a few.
OF ALL THE NEUROSES, IT HAD TO BE THIS ONEIt's probably slightly less than 6 mos., the psyche throwing up a probe, to feel out the environs, to check whether a change is in the air. If not, it goes back to sleep, and I am left with restless energy that wants me to become a warrior monk in the middle 1300s, or something.
I begin to wonder if Providence is out to keep me from playing to type. I'm pretty sure no one would instinctively peg me for an itchy-feet impulsive type, and yet...
It just occurred to me to make a list of all the times I've bolted for Elsewhere since moving to OK.
Aaaand, evidence has it that I've enabled myself to throw bait to my wanderlust about every 6 months.
weird.I feel wicked guilty, wanting to be Elsewhere. I like working for Conestoga, I love the writer's group I go to, I am devoted to the library I go to with a passion that probably embarrasses people with less natural dumb enthusiasm. But it's
driving me crazy.I know, you didn't sign up to be my Nomadicism Support Group. It's okay, it comes with the package deal.