Something new about this stage is being able to look at the manuscript and think, This is the best thing I can make it.
When I was talking with my mother the other day about the rejection stats, she began to bring up the possibility that I need to revise, tweak those first pages...
and without feeling defensive or guilty, I said:
No.
Those pages represent the book that it is. They are as good as I can get them by myself.
Both cool and scary to have brought a project to that point for the first time.
This guy is now looking at me on my desk.
Dear. You *know* you ought to be revising that last bit of the series.
Don't make me call Birch, now, hmm?
industrious
giggly
chipper
nostalgic